happy birthday to me. and i'm officially nineteen. ehee :D

salam.

ok so today is 9th August 2011. selain dari hari kemerdekaan singapore, today is also my fav day because today is my 19th birthday. yeayyy! :D yes people, i'm officially nineteen. i was a bit clumsy waktu post ni ditulis, yela, sebab tgh duk enak mengunyah popia gulung tu, tetiba air teh o laici tu "tap tap tap" menitik dari plastik tumpah ke lantai. adeyyhh. pastu, dadaih coklat pulak tumpah atas cadar. nasib baik sikit je. haha. hari ni i managed to go to classes quit well, except pagi td escape replacement dr piven and turn out he didnt come for the evening lecture. aiyoo. penat kot jalan dari v4 ke blok 2. and i dont own a turquoise Mercedes-Benz, fyi. haha. just kidding!

anyway, today is a splendid day. and walaupun hari ni is not yet over, but i can say that i am very very happy today. and if i have a wish today, i would like this beautiful day to last forever. i know it sounds ridiculous, but hey, today is my birthday, remember? so i get to wish whatever i want :P

thank you for the facebook wishes. i managed to reply all, hundred over post. yess! haha. special appreciation for my two sweet sweet girlfriends, HANI TIARA & FATIN FILZATI. for the so-called prank la ye. haha. it was very nice for both of you susah susah cari ice cream buat sweet treat segala. it was not an ordinary birthday for me, since takde kek, but a very special one, thanks to both girls for the special dish. hehe. love you guys like forever! <3

my lovely birthday cake. honest ni :')

but actually, above all, what matters to me the MOST is my family. hari ni, all five of them wished me happy birthday, and i'm so happy that this top five people in my love list still wanna celebrate me after 19 years being with them. i called my dad a day before, and he obviously remember the date and that alone had left me smiling all night long even after a _____________ (fill in the blank) O Chem test 3.

zaim was the earliest to wish me, and he made a cupcake for me, event just a baking-life-facebook one, i did almost cry. how my lovely brothers have grown up, and so do i. i guess everybody was given a fair chance of growing up. :)

ayah woke me up, with a simple sweet msg. hehe. you always know me the best. better than anyone else. then mok, after an hour long call (i got free call, thanks celcom! eheee :D ), then my chubby little azim, and lastly mom. yes i cried again, reading her wall post. who would not cry when your mother said youre a beautiful little girl who has been the apple to her eyes, though all the troubles and problems that you've brought in your life. oh Allah, thank you for the most special gifts You've given me, my parents <3

so insya-Allah, kalau panjang umur, i'll be given another one year as a teenager. my final teenage year. waaaa. dah boleh kawin. haha. just joking peeps! so dgn bersungguh-sungguhnye i want to study harder, and i have my own ultimate personal aim. c'mon amirah, it's your last chance to show that i did achieve something when i'm a TEENAGER. yess. next year you are 20. insya-Allah.

akhir kalam, i am still thinking whether to go or not to go to training tonight. because i smelled something really fishy going on. haha. hmmm. thank you again kepada SEMUA yang wish, yang buat distance calls, esp AINMO & ADIA, NIDA for the lovely blouse and my gratitude expands to all. sorry la maybe no cake this time, i need to save money for my ticket. Terengganu awaits. haha. ayah sudah janji mau celebrate. ngehh33.

ok peeps, i have 25 more minutes before training starts and i need to think and decide. haha. Ramadhan Kareem everybody moga rahmat & redha Allah memayungi kita semua selalu :)

p/s : seronok jugak birthday time puasa ni ye. hehehe. :)

pahit maung hidup

Tuhan menjadikan pahit maung hidup
kerana Dia Maha Adil
kerana kejayaan itu rasanya manis
tiada tawar

Tuhan menjadikan pahit maung hidup
kerana Dia Maha Kaya
mahu hamba-Nya merasa pelbagai peristiwa
dengan suka atau juntaian air mata

Tuhan menjadikan pahit maung hidup
kerana Dia Maha Mengetahui
dan Dia ingin hamba-Nya tahu
masih ada yang gagah berdiri di sisi
sekalipun diri gagal dan gagal lagi

it's maria elenaaaa y'all

salam.


ok ok. i just finished my DE paper. and it s*cks. it really was. BUT, i will never give up hope on miracle, sebab Allah Maha Kuasa, mungkin ada rezeki untuk TIDAK REPEAT next sem, well at least D+ will be ok. (ohh, C pleaseee!) 


so, with 2 days gap, and the next coming paper is minyak dan gas, so i blog walked around the web, and one of the must-read one is of course maria elena. don't tell me you dont know her. no no no. because she's awesome and she's famous and she's an UTPian. wuhuuuu. and she studied chemical engineering here. but she graduated ady. same batch dgn abg muneer, our head faci. (hey, i got this on the net). haha. 


and i scrolled down down and down until i met this one post and it's very very interesting. here's the permanent link : http://peliks.blogspot.com/2011/04/nasihat-nak-masuk-universiti.html




there's a lot that i would like to quote from her piece of writing because i like her points because they are also my points (which means that i strongly agree with her). ok. so many because. -_-


in case, you're lazy enough to read and analyse,

"everywhere and anywhere pun you have to be prepared. but at least, try to brush up on your social skills. why? simple. if you're not open minded, you're not willing to take criticism, you're can't share opinions or accept others, you rather just sit at the corner buat muka cute, memang takde orang nak kisah la.
being social doesn't mean you have to go to every person and ask for their facebook so you can add them up or whatever you think being social means. i meant when you're open, you can talk confidently, you can share ideas and listen to others as well, insyallah orang lain pun have confidence in you and respect you.
you respect others, others will respect you. insyallah."(Maria Elena, 2011)
"just don't be overconfident.
majooooorrrr turn off." (Maria Elena, 2011)

"Tuhan nak challenge kita to make us push ourselves. to strive harder. takkan semua nak smooth sailing right? alhamdulillah i got on by fine! i bersyukur sangat with what i have now. =) " (Maria Elena, 2011)

"ok, you have to really know the terms and conditions to getting scholarships, if you're looking for it. not just petronas's scholarship, jpa ke mara ke, whatever la. know their terms. jangan main amik je sume nak belasah tapi bila dapat course yang doesn't suit u, you tak dapat perform. rugi. (Maria Elena, 2011)

ouchh, that hurts! -_-

"rezeki memang di tangan Tuhan, tapi usaha tu datang dari diri sendiri dong.
i sedar itu, and you should too." (Maria Elena, 2011)

"rezeki comes in many ways. you lose some, you gain some. " (Maria Elena, 2011)

"oh, preparations for interviews?

practise talking in english. you all yang hate english, ha memang cari pasal la. i takleh nak tolong in that matter." (Maria Elena, 2011)

so people, there's a lot to see, eat and digest. may these few thoughts of her (and me) will ignite the thoughts of yours. we may be different in thinking, yeah i know. but this is how i see life from my lens. so if you think i'm wrong don't blame me, blame my lens. HAHA.


to maria elena, you're my senior and i'm proud because you proved that there exists a kicking blogger out there who came from this so-called deserted university. who cares? i love utp. 


okehh, last word from me, live your life vibrantly. and remember our duty and worship goes only to Allah The Almighty. 


fin. 

and for those, who are asking me why i still pursue on the hecking engineering world, though my heart and soul are not with me,

to hope for people who dream, they hope

salam.


i know it's exam. yeah yeah. i'm wasting my time here blurbing this crap. whateverr. 
but hey, i need some space for myself. rite? on Tuesday, which is less than 48 hours to come,
i'll be facing the deadly subject : differential equation. really NOT in my blood. 
yeah, i'am an engineering student BUT with a brain that is absolutely NOT  a calculator.
i know i know people will simply say,
ouh. it's okayy. you can do it slowly even if you're not a math freak.
you can do it even if you score almost-F for pre calculus. -_-
you just can do it.
apparently, that can had every time became couldn't.
seriously, i can take hours by just looking at the fourier series question. 
and i'm a complete mass. what more, with those annoying buggy attacks. woarghhh. so many of them.
they're black, hard, and when they fell off the table, they make the "click" sound.
and they can fly! and they are small enough for our ear holes! O:

ok. the fact is, i can't really do math. but i promise, after this post i will put 150% effort on this subject.
then, i think i will continue hoping. for people who dream, they hope.
i did dream big once. i want to dream big again. so i can hop big. haha.


hey peeps, pray for my success.
pssstt..ayah kata, YNWA, you'll never walk alone. thanks dad. i know you'll always be there. 


hey, it's mama's day today. i love you mama. so muchy muchy muchhh. <3

aku rindu. sangat rindu :'(

ya Allah ya Tuhan kami,

persahabatan ini kami bina di atas jalan-Mu ya Rabb,

berkatilah setiap saat yang berlalu,

hangatkanlah ia dengan kasih sayang dan ukhwah yang tak pernah putus.

peganglah hati hati kami dengan kukuh

wahai Tuhan kami.

janganlah Engkau palingkan hati kami dari rahmat dan belas kasihan-Mu.

specially dedicated to my dearest, Amira Muluk :)

greeting to all.

seperti yang telah dinyatakan di atas,

post kali ini didedikasikan kepada sahabat paling istimewa ;

NUR AMIRA BINTI ABDUL MULUK.

Mira, if you're reading this, at first ingat nak buat masa your birthday dear.

But then, time didn't give me a chance. Hehe.

So, due to this opportunity, I once again would like to wish you :

HAPPY LAST-TEEN-YEAR BIRTHDAYYY

May Allah bless you through each day and night of your life

and may He bless us with an ever lasting friendship that couldn't never ever vanish even if time fades.

I love you so muchy muchy muchhh and yesss i do miss you a lot. 

kita tak jumpa dah sangat lamaaaaaa kannn?

takpe, sabar nehh, maybe Allah is testing us.

because He loves us. (:

i have nothing much to treasure you on your past special day.

and since Egypt is far far far away from Malaysia amnya, Tronoh khususnyaaa,

i couldn't come over and give you that special hug i'd give you

on every 28th of March. cuma mengirim rindu di angin laluu, cewahhh.

amira

amirah

remember? we dont have many pictures together, but i bet we do have a lot of memories <3

untuk sahabat yang paling aku sayangg,
semoga kau berbahagia dengan kehidupanmu
dan semoga bertambah kebahagiaanmu
dengan rahmat dan redha Ilahi
sampaikan salam anganku pada bumi Anbia
ingatkah kau
pada waktu kita sama sama bermimpi
pendakian ilmu ini
mahu kita sudahi dengan kita sama sama berdiri sisi
aku tak pernah lupa
malah aku masih bermimpi
semoga impian yang kau kendong di sana
ada sama terpahat namaku dalam ingatan
Allah menguji kita dengan jarak yang menghauskan
maka haruslah kita bayar dengan manisnya
sebuah persahabatan
aku rindukan kau sahabat, sangattt!
bilakah waktu bakal mengizinkann?
mungkin bila kering air mata rindu
kau sahabat terbaik
tak tergalang ganti
tak tergalang ganti


" Dan ingatlah nikmat Allah atas kamu, tatkala kamu bermusuh-musuhan, lalu ia jinakkan antara hati-hati kamu, lantas dengan nikmat Allah kamu jadi bersaudara... " (Ali Imran : 103)

happy birthday sayang!

salam.

haaa, hari ni 17 Mac kann? kalau ikut kalender masihi, hari ini birthday adik saya yang bongsu, Muhammad Azim bin Suhaimi yang ke 11. waaa. dah besar dahh adik kakak. tapi manja tak hilang hilang jugak ea.

to adik, happy birthday sayang. kakak sayang adik-adik kakak sangat sangat.
grow up slowly dear, because if possible i dont want to loose the memories of us living this life together.
i love you so much, that i felt your strength every time life betrayed me. and i feel your presence whenever joy wrapped me. time was running too fast that i still remember your very first day at home. you were so tiny that we kissed you so many times. you cried, you laughed. the memories remain. we played, we ran, we pretended we were swimming, we snapped photos in the car, we ate, we overjoyed. we did most of our life together. and i dont want to let that part fades away. but i know i cant stop time. you'll grow up somehow, so do i. so do abang. we'll take our own different paths. we'll be apart but shall never be parted. that's my prayer.

adindaku yang tercinta,
sukmaku yang malar,
masa berjalan lurus,
usia kita,
usia kau, aku dan dia,
makin menginjak dewasa.
itu suratan kehidupan.
yang tak bisa aku tentang.

kalau hidup punya pilihan,
kau jadi bunga,
biar aku jadi kumbangnya.
kau jadi pungguk,
biar aku jadi bulannya.
kau jadi langit,
biar aku jadi bintangnya.
sebab semuanya takkan berpisah
berjalan seiring dalam laluan kehidupan

begitulah doaku
pada setiap munajatku
agar tak terpisahkan kita
biar layar kehidupan
berkembang di lautan asing
semoga pelabuhan tempat perteduhan kita
tetap sama dan setia
pada pelabuhan cinta yang sama
pada lubuk kasih yang serupa
pada ayah dan bonda kita.

harapan kakak, semoga adik berjaya dalam dunia dan akhirat. Insya-Allah, kita sama sama jadi anak yang soleh dan solehah. ingat setiap masa, kat mama dengan ayah. susah payah dieorang besarkan kita. ingat Allah dan Rasulullah SAW selalu sebab Allah lebih dekat dari urat nadi kita sendiri, sayang. semoga adik menjadi pejuang di jalan Allah. selamat menempuhi kehidupan buat adik kakak yang tercinta !

i love you dear ! <3