the real meaning of "rindu"

salam.

haaa, jiwang tak tajuk post ni? haha. actually rindu ni bukan rindu yang cintan cintan tuhh. so shut up your mind if you expect me to talk about lovey dovey thingy. heee. sebenarnya i would like to talk about my first year of study dan jugak this 4 months loooooooooong break. i know budak budak utp dah cuti for like two weeks or more. but for me, cut off one week sebab i just come back from utp to kt on 21st sept. so, baru beberapa hari la kan?

tapiiii, i'm missing utp life already. aduyaaaaai. baru few days. belum 4 bulan. honestly i can't imagine what is the feeling bila semester dah buka nanti. my prediction : i can hardly write! sbb dah lama sgt tak menulis kot. haha. well, my first year had gone quite rough. tak sama macam most of the people out there. it had been very hectic, very rocky, very happening, very loud and very silent at the same time. Alhamdulillah, those days were very colourful indeed.

many many things happened. dari segi akademik, there's nothing much to treasure sebab i haven't found my rhythm yet. still searching for the right tune. hmmm. but a few of other things yang terjadi was kinda the best moments i ever had so far. first i got involved into this "Martial Arts Festival" program. post : setiausaha -.- suppose event ni kecik je. tapi perancangan Allah Maha Hebat. Dia jadikan event ni berskala besar. bigger than all of us could ever imagined. dari post s/u ni la, saya baaaaaanyak belajar new things, dari segi sponsorship, public relations, logistics, and many mooore. ( we had ten departmnents all together) surat tak yah cerita la. dah berkarton kertas A4 habis. boleh buat re-plantation hutan. haha. i bought myself a new printer. *wink2* i was being really busy sampaikan wujudnye sistem "booking" upon me, in which my babes kena berebut dgn high coms kalau kiteorg nak 'berderak'. banyak gile konflik yang timbul. merajuk la kena pujuk la. so many sweet sour things. haha. throughout maf jugak sy jadi muak sgt dah dgn McD sbb selalu sgt maple sanaa. dah hafal dah setiap ceruk McD pengkalan/gopeng. every corner keeps a memory :)

among all the incidents that happened during maf, yg paling best ialah time kereta rosak kat ipoh. ok kenangan dan pengalaman itu sangatlah manisss utk ktorg bertiga. even masa benda tu jadi masing masing stress giler. haha. kadang kadang dalam mengenangkan jerih perih bekerja utk maf, bila teringat pengalaman ni terus senyum sorang sorang. haha. it soothes away the pain. well, panjang ceritanya kalau nak type rasenye i need a new entry kot. heee. tapi serius, dari situ la, bonding kiteorg gets stronger. from there, i built trust on them. and everytime i go to ipoh, lalu kat roundabout jpa where the car first died, memang, harus senyum sorang sorang. bonding antara high com sangatlah kuat and i love all of them so muchh. we became friends and siblings, where i get two lovely sisters and two naughty brothers. to be frank, sy mmg lebih rapat dgn dieorg compared to the rest of my coursemates (except hani & fatin) :) ape lagi sepu and kak wani were my team mates during kejohanan wajadiri nasional silat cekak ustaz hanafi kali ke 14. haaa, lagi la ngam!

speaking of KWN, haaa, ni lagi satu benda best yang terjadi. KWN is the annual silat cekak hanafi tournament which will be held at national level at choosen university. to be lucky, on my first participation, KWN buat kat utp pulak. cuakk tu wajib la ada. training siang malam. weekdays, weekends. penat ohhh. lebam lebam toksah cerita la. dah boleh buat peta malaysia kat badan! calar sana bengkak sini. oh myy, dah la rumah tingkat empat kan, kalau balik training pukul 3 pagi tu, mcm nenek dah nak naik tangga. sakit wooo. tapi Alhamdulillah, it was indeed a fruitful effort. for me myself, one gold, one silver and one bronze. and for the girl's team we grabbed the champion. heee. for the boys, takpe walaupun tak dapat korang tetap champion kat hati kiteorg. ceewahhh. :D yelaa, kita kan team, menang kalah tetap bersama. don't worry guyss. momen yang paling tak leh lupa time ni? masa nak cek turn pagi pagi tu, dah kena tamparan hebat dah. my partner(kak wani) and me were the first pair utk masuk gelanggang. and our acara tu was the first one to start! masa tu fikir gile apee. first one? memang nervousssss gile. tapi try cover. tapi rasa abg iz nampak (my coach). and die relax2 kan kiteorg. my team mates were very supportive. dieorg semua bagi kata semangat. terharu sgt. that's why i love them soooo much. dari gelanggang kat bawah i could hear they were screaming "utp! utp! utp!" wahhh. mmg pembakar semangat la. abg iz pun was with us sampai la saat last sblm kaki melangkah ke gelanggang. Alhamdulillah, we did our best. tapi sbgi first pair, mmg la markah tu average. abg iz dah ingtkan dah pasal hal tu sbb juri tak berani nak letak markah tinggi sbb they can't see the overall performances yet. soo, there i went, tak yakin sgt dpt pingat. klu dpt pun maybe gangsa. tapi Allah Maha Kaya, Alhamdulillah, He granted us gold. masa keputusan diumumkan tu, rasenya we both were hugging and holding hands so hard and bila keputusan diumumkan tu, we both jumped and smiled sampai kebas pipi. haha. that was a very golden moment for me. thank you Allah. may He grant us gold again next year, insya-Allah :)

kejohanan wajadiri nasioanl 14

super seven <3

itu adalah kebanyakan perkara yang took almost 75% of my time during my first year. yes, dua dua memang sgt seronok dan manis utk dikenang, tapi sebagai tanda sayang, Allah beri peringatan bila result first sem keluar. kenyataan tu mmg sgt perit utk ditelan, smpikan masa mula mula tu, rase macam tak nak keluar bilik pun, tak nak pergi kelas sebab malu sgt. itu adalah rekod akademik paling hitam dalam sejarah hidup sy. not many know, and i hid it from my ******* sebab i didn't want them to feel disappointed and worried. i know i'm a bad girl tapi i didn't have the heart to tell. seriously tak sanggup.

and you know what, saya menulis post ni dgn senyuman yang tak pernah lekang, dgn perasaan hati yang menguntum mengingati saat saat yang berlalu. indahnya. sebenarnya, rindunyaaa. sungguh, segala yang berlaku meninggalkan bekas bukan sahaja dalam hati tapi dalan ikatan sillaturrahim yang terjalin. yang renggang jadi rapat, yang jauh jadi dekat. buktinya, lepas habis final baru baru ni, kami berlima dari family ch pergi jalan jalan raya dari tronoh, batu gajah, ipoh, manjoi event sampai ke bidor. tu pun sikit lagi nak jejak teluk intan dan kuala kangsar. haha. i feel the warmth of acceptance in the midst of family bonding. saya takkan lupa dunkin donut tapah or even insiden pacat, situasi cangkuk dalam kereta sebab takut pacat naik kaki. haha. jus tembikai dgn mee goreng basah rumah leman yang memang pergghhh! haha. so much laughter. the next day atas request abg iz, before cuti panjang, we hang out again this time tgk johnny english (me for second time -.-) and saya dgn nida gelak dulu sbb ktorg dh tgk day day before dgn kak fifie n tirah. heeee. and had a simple dinner, a sweet treat suprise for abg iz and amir. ohh ohh and many days before, after lunch sesama, kiteorg keluar lagi dgn ajoy sbb dia dh nak grad and kiteorg tak dpt g convo dia >.< so all of us had dinner, played bowling, and acara wajib beli hadiah utk ajoy. it was a nice lovely evening spent with one of respectable senior. byk yang ajoy share and i believe kami semua akan ingat sampai bila bila :)

kiteorg story morry malam malam kat dataran ipoh pasal our childhood memories and then melarat sampai salam corner. haha. kat mana nak cari ganti friendship macam ni? oh guyss i hope i'm not the only who's been missing those special momentsss.  until i got onto the bus, i didn't have the thrill of going home, biasenya saya akan excited nak balik 2 3 hari before. haha. serius rasa mcm nak extend lagi stay. tapi tiket dah beli -.- and untuk yang tolong hantar me and my bags sampai atas bas, thank you so much. terhutang budi nih. haha.

hmmmmm. . . . .
rindunyaaa utp. baru few days. 4 months? i'm not sure.

a lot of things i've learned. yang paling terkesan is to reaaaaaaally have faith in Allah. wahuwa ma'akum ainama kuntum. He is always there wherever I am. I believe it. I do. :)

*p/s ; x larat nk type dh. haha. insya-Allah, next time. byeee ('',)

kenangan lalu - bilakah mahu kembali ?

salam

2,3 hari ni banyak benda yang membawa ingatan pada masa lalu. zaman sekolah sekolah dulu. rindunyaa.
things went smoothly on that time. mmg jauh gila beza dgn skrg. haihh, rindunyaa zaman sekolah.

juara pantun KTS. haha. ingt lagi mula mula cg khaty ingt kalah.
 tapi, Alhamdulillah, menang :)

dulu la. sekarang? haha. 

spm 09. the glory - when will it come again?

ketaq lutut :P

yupp. who would have known how bittersweet this would taste? apa apa pun, let's be grateful to Allah SWT for the life He granted us, tak kisah la how hard we feel, but believe it He knows the best utk hamba hamba-Nya. lets say Alhamdulillah. Praise be to Allah :)

it was a wonderful sahur, and it was a part of celebration

salam.

yes, it is 6.47 am masa post ni ditulis. i just came back from Mc'd and i couldn't sleep though i'm very very sleepy. so i decided to blogging. *sigh* mcm la takde assignment nak buat kan. hehe.

tadi, i went sahur with kak wani, ajoy, hazlam and irfan. waaa, hazlam really brought me to mcd la! haha. that's very nice of you guys, to sahur together ala ala celebrate my birthday sekali. i think dalam banyak banyak team i've joined korang la yang paling best dan sempoi. i felt really much appreciated. hehe. thank you for giving me the chance to say something but i'm not prepared guys and I'VE NOTHING TO DECLARE, okay ? haha. not my type :P

so to my teammates, thank you for the wonderful sahur. it was wonderful because of you guys. and thank you lam sbb belanja minyak kereta. haha. pun boleyy. AND THANK YOU FOR A CLEAN BIRTHDAY GUYSS. :)

p/s : aku dh byk kali sgt tgk iklan gangster tu, but mmg extra funny bila tgk dgn korg. haha.

happy birthday to me. and i'm officially nineteen. ehee :D

salam.

ok so today is 9th August 2011. selain dari hari kemerdekaan singapore, today is also my fav day because today is my 19th birthday. yeayyy! :D yes people, i'm officially nineteen. i was a bit clumsy waktu post ni ditulis, yela, sebab tgh duk enak mengunyah popia gulung tu, tetiba air teh o laici tu "tap tap tap" menitik dari plastik tumpah ke lantai. adeyyhh. pastu, dadaih coklat pulak tumpah atas cadar. nasib baik sikit je. haha. hari ni i managed to go to classes quit well, except pagi td escape replacement dr piven and turn out he didnt come for the evening lecture. aiyoo. penat kot jalan dari v4 ke blok 2. and i dont own a turquoise Mercedes-Benz, fyi. haha. just kidding!

anyway, today is a splendid day. and walaupun hari ni is not yet over, but i can say that i am very very happy today. and if i have a wish today, i would like this beautiful day to last forever. i know it sounds ridiculous, but hey, today is my birthday, remember? so i get to wish whatever i want :P

thank you for the facebook wishes. i managed to reply all, hundred over post. yess! haha. special appreciation for my two sweet sweet girlfriends, HANI TIARA & FATIN FILZATI. for the so-called prank la ye. haha. it was very nice for both of you susah susah cari ice cream buat sweet treat segala. it was not an ordinary birthday for me, since takde kek, but a very special one, thanks to both girls for the special dish. hehe. love you guys like forever! <3

my lovely birthday cake. honest ni :')

but actually, above all, what matters to me the MOST is my family. hari ni, all five of them wished me happy birthday, and i'm so happy that this top five people in my love list still wanna celebrate me after 19 years being with them. i called my dad a day before, and he obviously remember the date and that alone had left me smiling all night long even after a _____________ (fill in the blank) O Chem test 3.

zaim was the earliest to wish me, and he made a cupcake for me, event just a baking-life-facebook one, i did almost cry. how my lovely brothers have grown up, and so do i. i guess everybody was given a fair chance of growing up. :)

ayah woke me up, with a simple sweet msg. hehe. you always know me the best. better than anyone else. then mok, after an hour long call (i got free call, thanks celcom! eheee :D ), then my chubby little azim, and lastly mom. yes i cried again, reading her wall post. who would not cry when your mother said youre a beautiful little girl who has been the apple to her eyes, though all the troubles and problems that you've brought in your life. oh Allah, thank you for the most special gifts You've given me, my parents <3

so insya-Allah, kalau panjang umur, i'll be given another one year as a teenager. my final teenage year. waaaa. dah boleh kawin. haha. just joking peeps! so dgn bersungguh-sungguhnye i want to study harder, and i have my own ultimate personal aim. c'mon amirah, it's your last chance to show that i did achieve something when i'm a TEENAGER. yess. next year you are 20. insya-Allah.

akhir kalam, i am still thinking whether to go or not to go to training tonight. because i smelled something really fishy going on. haha. hmmm. thank you again kepada SEMUA yang wish, yang buat distance calls, esp AINMO & ADIA, NIDA for the lovely blouse and my gratitude expands to all. sorry la maybe no cake this time, i need to save money for my ticket. Terengganu awaits. haha. ayah sudah janji mau celebrate. ngehh33.

ok peeps, i have 25 more minutes before training starts and i need to think and decide. haha. Ramadhan Kareem everybody moga rahmat & redha Allah memayungi kita semua selalu :)

p/s : seronok jugak birthday time puasa ni ye. hehehe. :)

pahit maung hidup

Tuhan menjadikan pahit maung hidup
kerana Dia Maha Adil
kerana kejayaan itu rasanya manis
tiada tawar

Tuhan menjadikan pahit maung hidup
kerana Dia Maha Kaya
mahu hamba-Nya merasa pelbagai peristiwa
dengan suka atau juntaian air mata

Tuhan menjadikan pahit maung hidup
kerana Dia Maha Mengetahui
dan Dia ingin hamba-Nya tahu
masih ada yang gagah berdiri di sisi
sekalipun diri gagal dan gagal lagi

it's maria elenaaaa y'all

salam.


ok ok. i just finished my DE paper. and it s*cks. it really was. BUT, i will never give up hope on miracle, sebab Allah Maha Kuasa, mungkin ada rezeki untuk TIDAK REPEAT next sem, well at least D+ will be ok. (ohh, C pleaseee!) 


so, with 2 days gap, and the next coming paper is minyak dan gas, so i blog walked around the web, and one of the must-read one is of course maria elena. don't tell me you dont know her. no no no. because she's awesome and she's famous and she's an UTPian. wuhuuuu. and she studied chemical engineering here. but she graduated ady. same batch dgn abg muneer, our head faci. (hey, i got this on the net). haha. 


and i scrolled down down and down until i met this one post and it's very very interesting. here's the permanent link : http://peliks.blogspot.com/2011/04/nasihat-nak-masuk-universiti.html




there's a lot that i would like to quote from her piece of writing because i like her points because they are also my points (which means that i strongly agree with her). ok. so many because. -_-


in case, you're lazy enough to read and analyse,

"everywhere and anywhere pun you have to be prepared. but at least, try to brush up on your social skills. why? simple. if you're not open minded, you're not willing to take criticism, you're can't share opinions or accept others, you rather just sit at the corner buat muka cute, memang takde orang nak kisah la.
being social doesn't mean you have to go to every person and ask for their facebook so you can add them up or whatever you think being social means. i meant when you're open, you can talk confidently, you can share ideas and listen to others as well, insyallah orang lain pun have confidence in you and respect you.
you respect others, others will respect you. insyallah."(Maria Elena, 2011)
"just don't be overconfident.
majooooorrrr turn off." (Maria Elena, 2011)

"Tuhan nak challenge kita to make us push ourselves. to strive harder. takkan semua nak smooth sailing right? alhamdulillah i got on by fine! i bersyukur sangat with what i have now. =) " (Maria Elena, 2011)

"ok, you have to really know the terms and conditions to getting scholarships, if you're looking for it. not just petronas's scholarship, jpa ke mara ke, whatever la. know their terms. jangan main amik je sume nak belasah tapi bila dapat course yang doesn't suit u, you tak dapat perform. rugi. (Maria Elena, 2011)

ouchh, that hurts! -_-

"rezeki memang di tangan Tuhan, tapi usaha tu datang dari diri sendiri dong.
i sedar itu, and you should too." (Maria Elena, 2011)

"rezeki comes in many ways. you lose some, you gain some. " (Maria Elena, 2011)

"oh, preparations for interviews?

practise talking in english. you all yang hate english, ha memang cari pasal la. i takleh nak tolong in that matter." (Maria Elena, 2011)

so people, there's a lot to see, eat and digest. may these few thoughts of her (and me) will ignite the thoughts of yours. we may be different in thinking, yeah i know. but this is how i see life from my lens. so if you think i'm wrong don't blame me, blame my lens. HAHA.


to maria elena, you're my senior and i'm proud because you proved that there exists a kicking blogger out there who came from this so-called deserted university. who cares? i love utp. 


okehh, last word from me, live your life vibrantly. and remember our duty and worship goes only to Allah The Almighty. 


fin. 

and for those, who are asking me why i still pursue on the hecking engineering world, though my heart and soul are not with me,

lumrah atau fitrah?

greeting to all..

wahhh. lamanye tak update! sejak dah jadi student degree ni, baru rasa kesibukan hidup kat u yang sebenar. sumpah busy! takpe lah, mungkin Allah nak ajar kita menghargai masa dan mengurus kehidupan dengan labih teratur.kan?

actually, masa post ni tengah ditulis, berderet lagi kerja kat depan mata. assignment melambak lambak, kuiz test semua berderet, training, meeting, lecture, lab. sometimes, baju pun ready made je, dah tak sempat gosok! see, lack of time management. haishh. masa untuk diri sendiri bile ye? hmmm. that's one huge issue and one point for a holidayy! haha. semoga saje masa untuk Yang Maha Esa tak pernah terabai, yang sudah tetap lima kali itu semoga sempurna, yang sunat moga lebih banyak. baru hidup lebih barakahhh.

time time busy mcm ni la tiba tiba dapat semangat nak menulis kan? tapi takpela, writing is a part of my passion. my real passion. baru je tadi, kami dah pun masuk peringkat tamat silat cekak hanafi. wahhhh. sudah jauh rupanye kami bertatih. tak sangka cepat betul masa berlalu, bagai ditiup angin lalu. rasanya baru semalam sy dan partner yg setia, cik fatin filzati pergi daftar lepas martial art night. tup tup hari ni dah tamat. esok lusa, bakal jadi organizer pulak untuk MAN, insya-Allah. coming to you this june!

sebenarnya, nak bercerita la sikit. bukan cerita la jugak, more to inquest. kenapa manusia suka membandingbezakan? memang fitrahkah? atau macam mana? contohnye la, ada dua orang berkawan rapat, sorang takut kucing. sorang pantang nampak kucing, wajib kena pegang. haha. orang akan selalu compare, eh kawan kau ok je dengan kucing? asal kau tak ngam pulak ngan kucing?

masyarakat sekalian, dua orang manusia yang berbeza memiliki jasad dan jiwa yang berbeza. yang patut sama adalah tunjang akidah iaitu merujuk kepada Allah, Tuhan Yang Esa. sebab kan fitrah manusia beragama. tapi, kelebihan yang Allah bagi tu lain lain. kalau tak, personality test yang dr azizan bagi dalam kelas DE tu, semua orang pun dapat bulat je semua. kalau tak, dunia ni takkan ada Leonardo da Vincci dengan Einstein dalam sejarah. Malaysia sendiri pun ada Faisal Tehrani dan Idris Jala. jauh kot experties mereka. cuba kalau IJ yang tulis novel dan FT yang run out MAS operation. wujud ke novel yang best macam Tunggu Teduh Dulu? wujud ke first class award winning cabin hospitality?

colour pencils adik kat rumah tu, monochromatic ke? tak kan? ada 12 colours kan? agak agak pelangi kalau satu warna, menarik ke? Allah dah jadikan vast range of example untuk kita telaah dengan akal fikiran. tak payah lah nak compare compare lagi. biarlah hidup ini lebih warna warni. pelbagai. Allah dah tentukan jalur hidup setiap hamba-Nya. sama ada warna suram, atau warna terang, Dia lebih mengetahui yang terbaik untuk mereka.

if everybody wants to be at the top, then who want to be at the bottom to balance the world?
kalau semua orang pandai, dapat 4.0 flat semua, siapa yang nak merasa manisnya sebuah kegagalan supaya nanti dia boleh beri pengajaran pada orang lain. siapa?

sementelah semua ini, biarlah saya menerima perbandingan ini sebagai lumrah manusia yang sering khilaf. dan mungkin,inilah jalan hidup yang sudah sedia terbentang untuk saya. bukan mungkin lagi, pasti. hujung sana, tiada saya tahu akan kesudahannya. biarlah hanya Dia yang tahu. cukuplah saya diam dan pasrah

maafkanlah aku yang khilaf

aku lebih suka digantung harap
dari menggantung harap
tapi acap kali juga
aku rasa hati ini terluka

aku ini
insan yang khilaf
penuh dengan noda dan dosa semalam
langkah yang aku atur
dalam denai kehidupan ini
tidak semuanya jatuh terletak pada impian
ada kalanya aku gelincir jua
maka jatuh terjurai
segala harapan yang bergantungan

maafkanlah aku
aku khilaf lagi
jatuh lagi
tapi kali ini
luka itu tidak terluahkan
ingin aku rawat sendiri dalam diam
apakan daya
sakitnya tak tertanggung aku seorang

bukan aku tak cuba
bukan jua aku tak pinta
mata hatiku belum lagi buta
tapi aku sangat yakin dan percaya
Dia lebih bijak merencana
jadi aku serahkan segala galanya
hanya pada Dia Yang Maha Esa

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan pertolongan biar walau segenit cuma.
hanya rahmat-Mu yang aku pinta buat jadi sandaran, hidup yang di hadapan.

versi penyedap hati

salam.

ok. kecewa. sebabbb ;

- tak tau pun dah boleh cek coursework kat e learning. tade org bgtau ponnn..
- ok. bile cek, rendah la pulakkk. yang paling unexpected ialah markah lab. haishhh.

arrrggghhh. dah la exam hari tu macam ape je! and yet cgpa is very crucial. *sighhh*



hmmmm. so let by gone be by gone. nothing can be changed ady, rite? pray and hope. pray and hope. pray and hope.

O Allah, walk me through this hardship.


p/s : Stand up, chin up, and smile!

random scrap

salam.

Alhamdulillah, segala puji bagi Allah, walaupun dengan hujan lebat dan ribut di Terengganu, dapat jugak saya merasa kehangatan rumah. after like 8 hours journey. fuhhhh! upon reaching home, terus mengerekot dalam comfoter. sejukk! brrr. kesan kesan tangisan langit masih jelas di mana mana di KT. kuot benor hujan nye. dalam duk tahan sejuk tu ape lagi, memang konfem terlelap. bus-lag! travelling alone, for the very first time from UTPet to KT, was very tiring. with no one to talk to, and MP3 player yang out of battery, all i have was keindahan ciptaan Tuhan untuk menjamu mata. Subhanallah. cantik! :)

actually, despite dengan suhu yang menurun, i like KT better this way. nyaman sangat. dan angin yang bertiup sangat sangat la menyegarkan. dan kadang kadang ehemmm.. mendodoikan! nti kalau ayah bwk gi jalan jalan lagi, i'll try to snap a few pictures. heeee.

today is like the second day at home. hmmm. everything went well except for a few things; which for me was silly but inexcusable. haha. semuanye gara gara ajl semalam. cehhh. nak salahkan benda lain pulak. tapi takpela, time is the best healer, rite? hopefully it wil not take until two weeks. hmmm. sejak balik rumah, dah dua hari breakfast kat luar which is a very bonus treat sbb both mama and ayah are working. macam pagi tadi, sebab nak renew ic so ikut la ayah pergi kerja dan kebetulan pulak ayah ada weekly gathering kat bangunan wisma. oh, just great! tak de la kene tinggal sorang sorang. lepas tu just head back home. haaa, otw balik tu ayah tanya ; "nak makan apa apa tak?" actually nakkk. tapiii, not in the mood. heeee. rugi rugi. haha.

ok. now i want to blurb out a few pieces of yesterday. i still couldn't manage to mend my biological clock. tidur awal malam, bangun tengah malam, pastu tak tidur tidur dah! just like exam week hari tuh. parah nih! nasib la ada bola and ajl. so takde la tidur awal. kire dah boleh tidur normal balik la. good good.

so pagi tuh i get to send both my lil bros to school. 6.30 i'm more than ready untuk hantar zaim kat depan gate rumah. nak tengok bas pok mi punye pasal! haha. finally, dapat jugak tgk. dok beruboh! bas yang sama since last 5 years. cume pok mi skang pakai lampu putih. dulu lampu kuning. heee.pastu hantar azim pulak pergi SS1. my old school as well. jarak dari rumah 5 minit je, tapi mak aihhh jam giler! pastu i get my lucky treat; ayah ngan mama belanja nasi kerabu ayam bakar for breakfast. heaven! haha. pastu balik rumah, gossip sket dengan nenek terchenta, haha. a lot of catching up to do with her. :) then, tak mau la kecikkan hati die, so dengan rela hatinya jadi co-chef hari ni! haha. dah lama tak masuk dapur kottt.

lepas tu ingat nak try la tgk nona. lama dah tak tengok. dah la ada host baru, vee. tapi kannn, sorry to say, tak bestt la. best lagi masa nurul syuhada ngan fiza dulu. hmmmm. lepas tu dah boring, mcm biasa la ambik *eheemm* the so-called "P O W E R N A P". haha. tiara and fatin knows better about my very efficient power nap. in the eve, pergi ambik azim kat sekolah. jalan kaki! wahhh. kurussss laaa! =.=" ok. jalan kaki satu hal, pastu nak pusing satu sekolah cari dia sorg lagi. this is SKSS1 we are talking about. besar kot! ouh, pastu jumpe je adik, tengok die tengah makan aiskrim. fuhhhh. selamat dari kene pau. haha. bagus bagus. save duit. ehh cop! belum selamat lagi. lepas cross jalan je, ; "kakak kite tengok air nyior kat kedai depan tuh, bole? ". i just made the " =.=' " expression on my face. ceyhhh. business-minded punye adik. tapi, NASIB BAIK kedai itu TUTUP. hahaha. booo!

nevertheless, budak boyot tu bawak balik surat pelantikan pengawas sekolah. bapak ahhh. bukan main happy sampai mintak ayah belanja. tapi ; permohonan anda tidak dilayan! BOOO! dengan selambanye, die kata ; "e'eleh, kakak dulu SS1 librarian JER. " . amboooooooiii. lawan tauke nampak! ceit. haha. i don't give a damn la bro, what i look upon is that you've made mama and ayah proud and i shall be proud too. adik kakak kannn. wahaha. so, harap harap ada la baju prefect yang ada size mu, dik. ngeh3.

semua tu made my days. for sure, life is way better and busier at home. don't mind coz i love it. seriously. ;)

p/s : dah start addict kat TV dah. adoooiihh. House, Chuck! <3

one step closer - engineering futures

salam.

wahhhh. saat paling bahagia bile chief invigilators announced ; ok, you may leave the hall now. waktu die cakap ok je, sy terus bgn. haha. stationery dh siap kemas, jaket dh lipat elok elok. ape lagi? despite duk 3rd row from front, tak malu dah. bangkit je trus. lega punya pasal. sumpah release gile rase.

officially, lebih kurang pukul 5.40 ptg td, tamatlah sudah riwayat zaman foundation di Universiti Teknologi Petronas yg terchenta. Alhamdulillah. Selepas semua jerih perih, berakhir jugak zaman kejatuhan ni. In total, lagi banyak air mata dari suka, lagi banyak tekanan dari leisure. ye la, nama pun study kan. hopefully, tak repeat. tak mauuuu. susah owh belajar engineering. sometimes, it's quite hard to believe i surived. Alhamdulillah, syukur sekali lagi.

so,

i'm now one step closer to my planned future. tapi itu la, sebagai hamba-Nya, kita hny mampu merancang, yg menentukan tetap Allah Yang Maha Esa. perjalanan yg terdampar kat depan, masih la tersangat panjang. i couldnt even figure out the end from here..

hmmm. future planning? study study study. ade scholar ke tak ke. nak study jugak. dah dunia skrg kan MEMENTINGKAN cgpa. tak gitu? sy nak jadik chemical engineer yg berjaya dan berguna. atau setidak tidaknya, sy nak graduate with Bachelor of Engineering (Honours) Chemical. :)) mama dgn ayah dh byk berkorban bersusah payah. so it's time to give back to them walaupun nilai sebenar pengorbanan mereka tak mampu dibalas balik biar smpi hujung nyawa sekalipun.

biar sejak kecik sy tak pernah bayang pun, i will opt for engineering, but it's okayyy. i'm already half way to grab the stars. am i? haha. org melayu kata; alang alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan. untuk kawan kawan kat utipet nih; sama sama kita MAS, sama sama kite grad ea! sayang korang semua ketat ketat.

picture from : flickr.com

jadi, jom la kite enjoy, relax sket 2 minggu ni;

sebelum, kite jumpe balik dengan ORGANIC CHEMISTRY !

ouh. we might need this, folks ;

moral of the stories ; next time in planning the future, do what your heart tells you to. but if it's too late, maybe your heart is some kinda mute or maybe you try to pretend deaf, then start believing in what you're doing sebab, there can be no happiness if the things we believe in are different from the things we do.


ok amirah! enough with random scrap mumblingggss. packing jom! ahaaa. 


p/s : everybody wants to be like him. so do i. :)

picture taken from :  muhammadassad.com

.

and i must say..

salam.

 it's 3.18 am. and i must say i have my biological clock reversed. yeah, i know it sucks. and it really is.  ouh, pukul 8 td, lepas lipat lipat baju, i get really drowsy and decided to take a NAP ; which turned out to be a longggg process of hibernation, end up by waking in the middle of the night. again, it sucks when you woke up, glimpse on the watch and it's MIDNIGHT! sorry fatin. sorry tiara. ruined study plan. hopefully, you guys had a good time digesting all those sequence and series. (it gets better without me i guess - MINUS the nonsense scraps. hahahaha. :P ) so now, i am stranded in the soundless night, left only with get-carried-away songs, fb and CALCULUS quiz in mind. and action. yeah. and action. ouh and hot Milo and cozy sweater to hug me. rasa sangat bersemangat la pulak nak study. haha. tetibe pulak. well, it's final semester. and i must say i have start missing.

bak kata Mariah Carey ; i can make it through the rain.

dan

bak kata ayah ; alang alang tumbuk belacan, biar sampai pedah desik. insya-Allah, mohon doanya, ayah. i love you. and mama. and abang. and adik. and mak. :)

ouh, here are some fab pictures taken from one of my best friends tumblr, Michelle. you guys can check out more at http://simplicityislove.tumblr.com

ouh guys. do do do check out more. i can guarantee you a smile, for least. :)

nice move, Mich! ;) 

current mood : macam kembar. it hurts. sangat.

current song : senyum by malique ft najwa. (:

the KL trip - soapless

salam.
agak berdebu blog ni ye. oh, berkenaan tajuk di atas, actually nk cerita pasal mid sem break last last last week. mid sem yg suppose boleh extend smpi 2 minggu tuh. and post ni sebenarnya dah lama dah duk kat draft. tapi tak terpublish publish. so, alang alang tu, kire publish je la ek. haha.

perjalan balik ke terengganu was not that bad. tu la first time saya dan nadia balik lalu KL. sebabnye, tiket Grik dah sold out! ingatkan sampai pukul 8 ke 9 ke kan. ye la sebab 12 jam. sedar sedar pukul 6 pagi tu, dah sampai kat marang. perghhh. ajaib. mcm mana boleh sampai awal kan sebab dah la banyak stop. tp tak kisah la, yg penting selamat sampai. Alhamdulillah. :)

stay kat terengganu tak lama. sampai sana hari jumaat. then hari isnin tu, dah travel lagi. teman mama meeting kat IPK Bangsar. best la jugak kan. hehe. agak lama la tak turun kl. last skali, awal tahun hari tu masa nak daftar masuk utp. but never mind. actually, there's another reason mama bawak gi kl. mama nak tunjuk jalan macam mana kalau nak balik naik flight dari perak nanti. so, lepas ni insya-Allah, boleh la terbanggg. :) we went to quite a few places. mama adalah sangat expert tentang jalan jalan kat kl. everything's in her head. termasuklah short cut segala. terbaik ah, ma! so, ikut je la kan. as we arrived tuh, bersantap dulu kat kl central. makan and check fb. sebabnye, time tuh tengah deal nak beli tiket balik.bukan sebab saya saje suke suke ria nak stalk sape sape (mentang mentang la stalker profesional. haha).

ouh. then, kiteorg pun gerak la ke hotel. nk dijadikan cerita entah kenapa hotel itu tidak bersabun. haha. bekas sabun yang picit tu ade. tapi kosong. pastu saya mule la gelabah sebab sy x bawak sabunnn. aduiihhh. nasib baik mama bwk. but still tak cukup untuk 2 orang untuk 2 hari. haihhh. maknanya, esok kami pun pi la bershopping sabun mandi. haha. that was the very first time and first experience we checked into a hotel which is soapless. haha. knp x complain? emmm, ntah. tak teringat kot. haha.

during the stay, of course bile 2 shopaholics bertemu habislah Sogo dan Mid Valley dan yang sewaktu dengannya. haha. i guess, shopping is in my blood. ke gane? went through a good mother-daughter time. sedar tak sedar masa berlalu dan dah nak balik dh pun. we arrived at LCCT in the late evening. mula mula ingat nak belanja mama the Coffee Bean. tapi mama cakap tak sempat. ok, next time! lepas tu baru sedar seat asing asing dgn mama. jauh kot. at first cuak ah jugak, tapi mama cakap learn to stand on your own! ok. ok. and after more than one hour, Alhamdulillah, sampai la kat LTSM terchenta. balik rumah makan nasi. end of the story. ;)

now i know why

salam.
cuti mid sem dh dekat. kebetulan, clash pulak dgn cuti raya haji. so selepas segala konflik dan kontroversi, dapat la cuti lebih kurang dalam dua minggu. i'm supposed to be happy, tapi tak tau la kenapa kali ni rasa macam tak de mood nak balik. rasa sangat sangat miserable. :| and now i know why.

first, saya rasa bersalah sebab mama dah berminggu minggu remind pasal tiket bas. kalau call je mesti mama tanya, "dh decide belum nk balik bila? dh book tiket? nti raya haji clash ngan school hols, tiket biasa habis". masa tu like due tiga minggu before mid sem. so, bila tanya kawan kawan semua mcm cool, rilek je lagi. sebab mungkin lambat lagi kannn. semua tak decide lagi. so i myself dgn losernye, follow their flow instead of dengar apa yg mama cakap. nk push dieorg utk decide pun, it was still too early. besides, semua org kan dh ada back up plan. ada rumah ke dua, ke tiga, ke empat segala. and i didn't even think about that dan dgn losernya sekali lagi i let them decide for myself. =______=" loser kan? tadi time gi tmn maju dgn niat ikhlas lagi suci nak beli tiket, tiket semua dh habis KECUALI bas shamisha tu pun lalu KL and ada beberapa seat je lagi yang kosong. ok fineee. itu sangat cuakkk okayyy. bukan cuak sbb pe, ok je nk tolong melapah lembu ngan bdk Sudan, Egypt kat Toronto ni pun, tapi mcm mana nak explain kat mama ngan ayah nanti? OMG. i really do have some trouble explaining things, rite? *sigh*

secondly, saya rasa bersalah sebab i didn't score well last sem and yet i promised to both of my parents that i would do my best. tapi, apa yang keluar mcm didn't go parallel dgn what i've promised. i somehow can expect they will talk about this over and over again when i come back and i cannot imagine how many times i have to explain the same dull thing to them. i'm tired indeed. in case, you are reading this, i'm really really sorry because i failed to reach your expectation. i couldn't do it like i did in school. i couldn't do it like i did in spm. walaupun result spm cemerlang, tp from the moment saya tgk the only subjek which i scored A-, i straight away could feel it yg engineering gonna be a though path for me to take. kalau ayah ingat, sblm dtg sini, ayah ada bwk kakak pegi tepi pantai that one night and you told me to go and you told me to just forget medic and whatsoever. you remembered what i said, engineering is not what i want. not what i love. not something that i can do." i don't blame you. never did i do. tapi, boleh tak semua org faham walaupun sekejap, a succesful engineer, is someone who has a very good basic, interest, knowledge and experties in math's subjects. i don't have all that. i don't even love maths. i hate calculating. i hate all the complex formula. what do you expect i will feel when everyone else is going thru this with a wide progress, and me? not even an inch. mungkin la, mungkin minat tu boleh dipupuk. tapi it takes time. for me seems like its gonna be forever. saya tak nak jadi engineer yang sambil lewa. do nothing for the people, for the nation. do nothing for good. that is not how i want my life to end. i know to revert back it's like impossible. i have to keep going. but if i go on, i will not live a happy life. yes, i like utp so much. but will i love myself? that, i can't answer. mana nak fikir pasal scholar lagi.  you want me to compare? all my friends from the same batch who are jpa's scholar, they've scored dean list for at least one of the two sems. and yet, me? pfffftttt.

i don't know. maybe i'm too tensed. if it is fated yg sy akan grad dengan bachelor of Chemical Engineering punye degree, Alhamdulillah. it'll be for you mom, dad. but if it is not fated that way, maybe Allah SWT have something better for me. rite?

:) 

(:

from akmakasim.blogspot

the few things to tell

salam.

td baru je post something kat sini kan. lupa plak ade lagi bende nak post. banyaaaaaaak la jugak. hehe. :D

ermmm, ok. i'll start dengan result semester 2 dulu. result dah keluar hari jumaat lepas. pagi tu mama call, then lepas tu, tak cakap lagi sebab gi check kt prism result mmg tak kelauar lagi. then towards the evening, masa tgh berprofile stalking (hehe), terlihat lah komen komen kat news feed yg berbunyi "wahhh. dean list bro, tahniah!". pastu ape lagi, cepat cepat la mengklik 'new tab' kat sblh fb tu. bile bukak je slip result tu, the first thing that crossed my mind time tu ; "Allahuakabar, scholar aku!". Result die, ermmm mcm mana nk kata ek, it's better than previous sem, tp still, i'm not happy sbb tiga angka tu memang obviously tak dpt jamin scholar utk UG nanti. haish. tp, dlm kecoh kecoh tu kan, Alhamdulillah, ada improvement and lepas 3 pointer. and the second thing that crossed my mind ; "oweeiii. gane nk cakap kat mama ngan ayah ni". feeling guilty? tu toksah cerita la. mmg rasa bersalah tahap gaban. haisshhh. dugaan dugaan. harap sgt sgt JPA baik hati klu tak dpt cgpa 3.4, die akan still consider utk trus bagi scholar even dpt warning letter pun kire ok la rather than kene tarik trus kan. pastu masa bgtau mama mlm tu, mmg sah sah dpt lecture free. sokayyy. my mistake as well. mama kata, tu la over confident sgt. erkkk! =__=" mama ckp lagi, klu scholar kene tarik, mama tak leh nk tolong dh, duk rumah je la nanti. boleh je terbayang jadi bibik kat rumah tu kan. adoooihh. nauzubillahiminzalik! pastu, bgtau ayah. heee. ayah cool sikit. ayah kata sokayyy, kakak dh try. but still, i sniffed the sense of disappointment in the air. sorry ayah. *this was what i meant when i told you why i didn't want to pursue engineering. i know i hv to force myself to love the subjects; lagi lagi la maths. and this is what happen when you do/endure something without passion :|* okay. forget about that. so rite now, nk cari senior yg pernah ada experience mcm ni. i mean, bdk JPA yg tak dpt cgpa 3.4 masa foundy, were they given the second chance or how? sape sape yg kenal, do tell me :)

ok. enough about the not-really-good-news part. move on to this weekend, saya telah pun pergi sekali lagi ke felda residence trolak for leadership workshop under caunseling unit of SSD. i was representing MAKNA UTP. hooyeahh! program ni run for 2 days and 1 night.40 representatives from various club and student bodies were there. tp tak semua. PSSCHUTP and HELWI pun ada. waaaa. suke suke. program tu best. klu nk rate i would give 4.5 out of 5. kat sana semuanye leaders yg super gempak ; RM, MEDTECH,RCSU,ROBOCON,MPP. nasib baik la ramai yang kenal, so takde la rase awkward sgt. ada kak tini, kak syida, kak syafiqa, wani, and kak ain. ouh and wakil MAKNA consist of three people semuanye my coursemate ; me, Tiara and Hazwan. most of the module need us to be in group so i was in group COMPASS ;) and as always i'm THE ONLY GIRL dlm group tu and i felt really really ganjil and kerdil. lagilah dpt group leader like azrul tuh, mmg kene buli !but apart from that, i learnt a lot of thing, met a lot of different kind of people, communicate better, trained to think critically, punctuality widen my scoop of mind, creating bond between other leaders, learn to accept others explaination. wow. many more to list actually. the best part, is the bond created, the fun and enjoyment, the laugh, the winning :oyeahhh! go compass!, and mcm mana nk tahan dengan org yg gila gila mcm azrul. seriously tak tipu, he has extra tonnes of humour and perkara yg tak boleh bla. insane! but at many points, i do respect him sebab obviously he has the pure character of a leader. *cakap banyak banyak ni bukan sebab syok kat die ek. "sot" la mamat tuh.* when he talks, he wants everybody to hear, to digest and if he's wrong, he wants people to straight away shoot. knowledge die sgt la banyakkkkk. klu time die share something kat depan, org dh blh kagum, just imagine being one of his "fruit children" (as quoted by him), he shares a lot more. i like the principal he hold, bile die jokes around memang pecah perut, klu kejam mmg kejam giler, but when it comes to work he's dead serious!

masa nak balik, rasa mcm nak stay lagi. tapi esok ada kelas and khamis ada test. so, enough for honeymoon! but then, bas dtg lambat gile. so kiteorg pun apa lagi, bergambar la. haha. kiteorg seronok je bergambar, kunci bilik pass kat anis ngan irfan je suh dieorg htr kat reception (jauh kot). thanks to both of you for being gentlemen, tp anissss, my name is not asmah okayyy. lawak la kau! :P tgu punye tgu, lepas dh abis satu forum wanita (dgn girls) baru la bas sampai. sesat rupenye. driver tu tgh bad mood. kiteorg pulak demand nk stop lunch. lapar kot. lunch not provided. nasib baik la uncle tu stop jugak. tp.. setengah jam saja! ok la uncle! so, makan la kat KFC ngan tiara ngan hazwan. kak syafiqah ngan wani pun skali. ouh, and sedikit dunkin donut utk santapan petang. hahaha. :D and the journey home sgt la memeningkan sbb lagu tamilllll! tp tgk movie ngan tiara tp still x boleh tido! pening doe! around 4 - 4.30 ++, smpi la kat utp. Alhamdulillah. dan esok kelasssss. haha. anyway, i do wanna go again to this workshop esp with all these awesome guys. next time maybe? :DDD

 :: amirah suhaimi and hani tiara faihana :: 

:: hooyeahh. group tiara ngan hazwan tgh bentang ::

:: dalam ramai ramai tu, ni je la bungan bunga yang sedang mekar ::

:: us again. go MAKNA! oyeahh. :) ::

:: profile picture. kan tiara kan? haha ::

:: ok. jangan cakap apa apa ::

ouhh. not again..

dear self, it happen again?
 i've no accurate answer. tp normal la kan. if i dont hv such feeling, abnormal pulak. hermmm.

:)

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salam semua.

memandangkan dah beberapa purnama berada di perantauan ni kan, tiba tiba hati dipagut rasa rindu pada tanah halaman. teingat pulak sajak ni yang dihasilkan tahun lepas, kalau tak silap sempena perkampungan penulis muda di pontian, johor. sajak ni insya-Allah, pernah sampai pada pihak DBP, tapi tak publish pun. however, still copyright reserved, okayyy, ;D

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raw punye experience

salam.
sewaktu entry ni ditulis, sy baru shj pulang dari sebuah kem motivasi di gopeng. slot terakhir malam td, spt biasa, berupa pengisian yang Alhamdulillah, sedikit sbyk dpt memuhasabahkan diri ini. waktu slot terakhir tu, ada ditayangkan video gejala sosial remaja skrg yang dah tahap kronik punyer kronik. bhs kasarnye, tahap gaban la keseriusan masalah ni. in comparison, ditayangkan pula, video remaja remaja Palestine yang seusia, sedang galak menghalau anjing anjing zionis dari bumi mereka yang tertindas. Subhanallah, jauhnya jurang Malaysia dan Palestine.

nak dijadikan cerita, malam tu, kami dihantar pulang oleh seorg senior kami yang tak kurang hebat orgnya, dari segi tarbiyah dan kepimpinan. mungkin malam td Allah nak tunjuk pengalaman yang betul betul raw utk kami - kami tgk live mat rempit lepas accident. lelaki tu masih terbaring atas jalan, tak bergerak waktu kitaorg lalu tu. hidup atau mati, wallahualam. dah la tu, BANYAK giler mat rempit time tu. yang herannye, kawan dieorg accident kot, some of them boleh ignore je, sambung rempit pulak tu! adehhh. ni la yang dikatakan barah sosial. Masya-Allah. sambil sambil tu dapat tazkirah free dari senior sy ni, katenye, ni la masalah remaja ngr kita, klu negara lain remaja dieorg tak cukup makan, ngr kita? bukan stakat terlebih makan, terlebih minyak motor segala sampai duk berlumba sia sia. kata senior sy lagi, cuba bayangkan, kalau yang terbaring td tu, mati (mohon dijauhkan), tak ke sia sia? bau syurga ke? atau neraka? Nauzubillahiminzalik.

Alhamdulillah, dpt pengajaran live. dah la yang kat kem td still fresh lagi. semoga Allah membuka pintu hati kita dengan hidayah-Nya dan mohon dijauhkan barah sosial ni dari merebak kat keluarga, rakan rakan, dan jugak masyarakat sekeliling. Amin.

itulah gunanya pesan memesan. ;)

ni la video yang sempat dirakam sikit kan. tengok boleh tapi JANGAN BUAT!

p/s : malu seyh, tertekan butang capture. dh la flash kuat. aduuiihhh. O.O

eid mubarak

salam and hi.

ouh, i had such a lovely and splendid time with my family and old friends during this raya. thanks guys for all the fun. sukeee! hehe. lepas ni, ramai yang akan betul betul berpecah ikut haluan masing masing. ade yang ke oversea, ade yang akan pursue degree, diploma, buat preparation and many more. harapnye, walau di mana pun kita berada, kita tak lupa siapa kita, tugas kita sebagai khalifah-Nya, mak ayah kita, keluarga, guru guru dan para sahabat. tanpa mereka, siapalah kita, kan?

for my besties yang akan fly, i wish you guys all the best in future life :

Amira Muluk
waaa. ke Mesir ye anda! bagus bagus. jangan lupakan sahabatmu ini. ingat tak dulu, we dreamt of going to the same U, pursuing medic together and so on. well, nampaknye, it's you alone who's going to be a doctor. sorry, but i never left my dream. what more to forget it. kecintaan sy utk bidang tu masih ada, tak pernah malap. cuma takdir dah tertulis lebih awal, so here i am, stranded in universiti terlampau panas ni. tapi, ayah sy kata, Allah dah tetapkan lubuk rezeki masing masing, tinggal lagi, usaha dari kita sendiri. insya-Allah, may we gain success in whatever stream we are in. kirim salam pada bumi anbia, dan bawalah impianku bersamamu.

Syafiqah Thaqifah Alias
piqahh. nak kirim Novak Djokovic sorang bole? haha. duk molek kat Rusia hor. save duit scholar molek so that raya tahun depan boleh naik myvi biru lagii. :) whatever it is, all the best ya, doc-to-be. take care of yourself and do keep in touch!

Firwan Fauzi
pwang, mu pun ku Mesir jugok. all the best ek.jangan bawak balik minah arab sudeyy. haha. kalau dapat sorang pun, jgn lupa buat kenduri kat bukit besor. kang jauh jauh kang, aku dok leh gi. haha. sorry, can't manage to go to your house raya kali ni. maybe next time, next year maybe. eh eh jgn lupa aku akan sokmo boo Man U kesayangan mu oa kalau dieorg kalah lagi. and cheers for les blues, jgn lupe! ;)

so guys, biarkan waktu berdetik. insya-Allah, panjang umur murah rezeki, tahun tahun depan, we'll meet again. the closest is next 4 years, okay?

walaupun hari ni dah Syawal yang ke-10, rasenye belum terlambat untuk ucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

ikhlas,

suhaimi abd aziz

zahiroh abu bakar

nur amirah suhaimi

mohd zaim suhaimi

muhd azim suhaimi

embun @ che maimun jaafar

raya 4th, at my house :)

adia's house. tapi ang tadop.

us

CREDIT TO ADIA NADILLA AHMAD RAMDZI FOR THE PHOTOS