result dah keluar

result sem lepas dah keluar. for the time being, aku cukup cukup bersyukur academic standing aku pass. yg menjadi persoalan skrg, subjek pre calc aku. ish. aku mmg x ngam la dgn subjek maths ni. serius, tak tipu. bile main ngan numbers ni, mmg loading sikit la. pointer aku, as expected is very low; compared to others la. kalau ikut my own judgement, it's an achievement dah sbb for me, engneering subjects mmg payah sikit. tapi tu la, i need to stand strong. bkn nak cakap besar, or what ever, tp aku selalu cakap kat adik aku, klu gagal sekali, bukan gagal selama-lamanya. so, i need to give a good example kan? kalau aku rebah pada percubaan pertama, macam mana aku nak teruskan pendakian yang seterusnya? sesungguhnya inilah ujian Allah. and i believe Dia menurunkan ujian kpd hamba-hamba-Nya tanda Dia sayang pada mereka. Alhamdulillah. time ni la jugak nak tgk siapa kawan, siapa lawan. this is the right moment to see who'll stay and who'll go. aku mungkin student yg average je. ye la, dtg pun dari sk biasa biasa. before this, tak pernah duk asrama. so, i'm still adapting. i tell you, it takes time. so please, give me some. in the mean time, i need to make double work since the minimum pointer i will have to achieve is 3.85. haha. a lot, rite? so friends, if i'm still being ignorance, late to class, don't push me aside, don't scold me, don't keep silence with me, but i beg, drag me out from all those. hold my hand and walk with me through your lane, can aaa? heee. :D

pada sesiapa yg nk gelakkan aku sbb tak dpt pointer yg best, dean list jauh skali (bdk chemi kan ramai dean list), silakan. your laughter is my dose. aku punya impian, suatu hari nanti, 4.0 flat akan jadi milikku. insya-Allah. aku doakan moga Allah permudahkan jalan kita semua wahai sahabat.. ingin aku buktikan pada adik adikku, kejayaan bermula dari titik kegagalan paling bawah, and it's ok to fail. actually, it's not a failure. it's just that i had found a way not to succeed. heeeee. :D and back to basic, matlamat hidup yg sebenar ialah mengejar mardhatillah. org boleh kata aku cakap cam ni sbb nak escape from the failure. say whatever you want, it's your right. kalau kita take care hubungan kita dgn Allah SWT, Dia pasti akan jaga yang lain lain bagi kita. kan? aku juga akan sentiasa cuba improve Hablumminallah. nobody is perfect. and i am nobody. get me?

.:: guys, help me stand strong for them, will ya? ::.

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