Friday, January 1, 2010

Farewell 2009

31st December 2009.


i don't want to say anything about this day. thought it would be a typical end-of-the-year day. i was dead wrong. it was the day that changed everything in my future life. i am to be called a university's student ( do they have any special term for this??) . can't believe it. i'm not anymore a high-schooler.well, yeah, high school are not meant forever... guess i'll have to make use of it... fuh.... i don't know. seemed like  i ended this year with a complete misery. i am MISERABLE. oh God, help me choose the best for me. my parents, i tought the idea of me, being a medical student would cheer them. i was dead wrong, again.now, they would want me to further study at UTP. obviously, the first-intake offer made they tought that i would do well in engine. i was a complete misery. it's hard. it's complicated. it sucks. it sucks when you have to decide among the best choices. this morning, i woke up happily, as a normal girl tough i over slept. tonight, i was mad already. and i never like the idea of pushing me to think and decide in less than two weeks. i hate deciding. aaaarrrrrghhhhh!!!




HELP ME!

Wake Me Up When December Ends



Lyrics

Wake Me Up When December Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when December ends

like my friend's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when December ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when December ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when December ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when December ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when December ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when December ends

like my friend's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when December ends
wake me up when December ends
wake me up when December ends